<p>Audrey is the perfect suburban housewife. She’s beautiful, loving, passionate, a wonderful mother, and she always strives to meet her husband’s needs. She inspires envy in Jim’s friends. </p><p>Jim is the perfect suburban husband. He works hard, makes an extraordinary amount of money, loves his wife madly, and has never considered stepping outside his marriage. He inspires envy in Audrey’s friends.</p><p>If only their friends knew that Audrey and Jim’s marriage was strengthened by a dark secret.</p><p><br></p><p>Jim was 24 when he met Audrey. It was a humid summer day in Manhattan. He was still working his way up the ladder at an ad agency and he’s stepped out to pick up a quick lunch before getting back to work.</p><p>Audrey was in line in front of him at the deli. She was wearing a pink and white polka dot dress with white high heels. Her long, wavy red hair looked perfect. Every time they moved forward in line a hint of her perfume tickled his nose.</p><p>She seemed like she was coming from a fashion shoot. Every inch of her was perfect. Because of that, Jim was too nervous to say anything. He simply enjoyed standing behind her in line.</p><p>He got his chance when Audrey reached the register. She reached into her purse and discovered she’d forgotten her wallet and had no means to pay for her food.</p><p>“That’s okay. I’ve got it,” Jim said as he pulled out his credit card and handed it to the guy behind the register.</p><p>Audrey turned to him and smiled. Jim felt weak in the knees. Her beauty was overwhelming and the way her red hair fell over her shoulders and framed her face made him want to drop to one knee and propose to her.</p><p>“That’s very kind of you,” Audrey said.</p><p>“It’s not a problem,” Jim said. He looked at the total, which was less than ten dollars. “You’re a cheap date,” he added with a smile.</p><p>Audrey laughed and lingered by the register as Jim paid for his food. It seemed like she was waiting for him to say something, and when he didn’t, she went for it.</p><p>“Do you want to eat with me?” she asked.</p><p>Jim was momentarily stunned that someone so beautiful would want to eat lunch with him, but it didn’t take him long to recover and accept her invitation.</p><p>The spark was immediate, and it led to a relationship that far surpassed any Jim had enjoyed previously. He knew early on that Audrey was the girl he wanted to spend the rest of his life with and Jim worked hard to seem worthy of her.</p><p>Four months into the relationship, Jim discovered something that shook his belief that Audrey was the perfect woman for him.</p><p>They were in her apartment. They’d just enjoyed a beautiful lovemaking session and Audrey had hopped in a quick shower to wash up before bed.</p><p>Jim took the opportunity to look around a little. He was snooping and he felt a little bad about it, but he wasn’t planning on digging too deeply.</p><p>He didn’t have to look far to discover something that disturbed him a little. When he pulled open the drawer to Audrey’s bedside table he was greeted by the sight of the largest dildo he’d ever seen. It was long, thick, and designed to look like a real cock. A black cock.</p><p>Jim was so engrossed in examining the big black dildo that he hadn’t heard Audrey emerge from the bathroom.</p><p>“What are you doing?” she said.</p><p>Jim cried out in surprise and dropped the toy. He bent down to pick it up and quickly put it back in the drawer.</p><p>“Sorry. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have…I’m sorry. I don’t know what I was thinking,” he said.</p><p>Jim expected Audrey to look angry, but there was worry on her face as she sat next to him. Her body was wrapped in a soft white towel and her damp red hair clung to her back.</p><p>For a few moments, an awkward silence hung in the air between them. Finally, Audrey broke it. “I love you, Jim.”</p><p>It was the first time she’d said it.</p><p>“I love you too,” Jim answered. He’d known he was in love with her for months, but all his friends had advised against being the first to say it. He followed their advice for fear of freaking her out. “I love you so much,” he added.</p><p>Audrey smiled as she wrapped the towel tighter around her body.</p><p>“I know,” she said.</p><p>Jim laughed. “Am I that obvious?”</p><p>Audrey turned towards him and leaned in to give Jim a slow, soft kiss.</p><p>“I don’t care about the toy, Audrey. It’s unexpected, certainly, but it’s just a toy. It might even be kind of fun to watch you play with it, though you certainly don’t have to,” Jim said. “Really, there’s nothing to worry about.”</p><p>“You’re sweet, Jim. It’s one of the reasons I love you,” Audrey said. </p><p>Again she tightened the towel around her body. She seemed uncomfortable and Jim couldn’t figure out why.</p><p>“What’s going on?” Jim asked.</p><p>“I need to tell you something. Something very few people know.”</p><p>Jim’s mind raced. What could she be hiding? He’d seen her naked, so he knew there weren’t any surprises there. They’d had enough sex for him to know it was great. He’d met her parents. He couldn’t imagine what kind of secret she was hiding.</p><p>Audrey stood up and opened the bedside table drawer. Instead of pulling out the toy, as he’d expected, she pulled out a phone that had been taped to the underside of the table’s wooden top.</p><p>For a moment, Jim entertained the insane idea that Audrey was a spy and that this was the phone her handlers contacted her on.</p><p>“It’s easier just to show you,” Audrey said as she typed in her security code and brought up the phone’s home screen.</p><p>She opened the photos app and Jim saw what looked like a great deal of interracial porn pictures and videos. He couldn’t believe it. Was Audrey a secret porn junkie?</p><p>Audrey tapped one of the videos and turned her phone sideways. She handed it to Jim and he watched as a massively thick black cock fucked a white girl from behind.</p><p>“Why am I watching this?” Jim asked. He was genuinely confused and Audrey wasn’t saying anything.</p><p>“Listen,” she said.</p><p>Jim turned up the volume and brought the phone closer. He listened as his girlfriend instructed. It took a few moments, but it clicked.</p><p>“Is this…is this you?” he asked. It certainly sounded like her. It looked like her too. They didn’t have sex from behind all that often and his cock wasn’t nearly as big as the black guy in the video, but Audrey’s milky white skin was hard to mistake.</p><p>“Yes,” she admitted in a quiet voice.</p><p>Jim turned back to the phone. As his sense of shock washed away, he couldn’t help but notice how much different it was from when he had sex with Audrey.</p><p>She was practically screaming in pleasure and the black guy was fucking her with a kind of vigor that Jim never offered. He didn’t particularly like that kind of sex. He enjoyed making love to her. The guy in the video clearly preferred the kind of hard, fast fucking he was watching, and it seemed as though Audrey loved it too.</p><p>“Why are you showing me this?” Jim asked.</p><p>Audrey took the phone from his hand and closed the video. She turned to Jim and the towel fell open, exposing her perky, milky white breasts and her carefully trimmed pubic hair. Jim couldn’t tell if she’d done it on purpose, but the tight grip she’d held on the towel clearly wasn’t important to her anymore.</p><p>“That video was filmed three days ago,” Audrey said. “By my bull, Andre.”</p><p>For a moment, Jim couldn’t breathe. It felt like Audrey had dropped a ton of bricks on his chest. He turned away from her and tried his best to calm down.</p><p>Audrey reached out and took his hand. Her fingers were soft and warm. They felt so good. He took a breath. His pulse rate slowed.</p><p>“So you’ve been cheating on me?” Jim asked.</p><p>“Yes,” Audrey admitted. “Sort of. The truth is, I was seeing Andre before you and I met. I’ve been with him for two years.”</p><p>Jim was stunned. “Wait, so you’ve been cheating on him with me?”</p><p>“No,” Audrey said, confusing him further. “I’m not dating Andre. It’s purely sexual. He meets one particular need of mine.”</p><p>Jim still felt like he was a long way from understanding what was going on, but considering the video and the big black dildo in Audrey’s drawer, he had an inkling.</p><p>“What’s a bull?” Jim asked.</p><p>“A man who provides me with sexual satisfaction and nothing more,” Audrey answered.</p><p>Jim looked at her. He saw the anxiety on her face and in her eyes. “I don’t provide you with sexual satisfaction?” he asked.</p><p>Audrey caressed his face. Her touch was impossibly alluring. “I love having sex with you, Jim. I really do. I even cum most of the time. It’s just that it’s not enough for me. I also need what Andre gives me.”</p><p>“And I can’t give you what he gives you?” Jim said.</p><p>A sympathetic look flashed across Audrey’s face before she said, “What do you think?”</p><p>Jim looked at the toy sitting between them. He thought of the footage he’d watched. It would be understating it to say that Andre was bigger than him. There really wasn’t any comparison. Based on the footage, it was more than that, too. Andre fucked Audrey. He wasn’t making love to her. He wasn’t tender. He was pounding her pussy.</p><p>“I understand,” Jim said. He felt defeated. For the first time he had to confront the fact that he couldn’t possibly give Audrey what she needed. “So what do we do now?”</p><p>“Nothing has to change, Jim. I know that sounds crazy, but it’s true.”</p><p>Jim considered the notion. On the one hand, it seemed impossible. How could he go back to normal while knowing that his girlfriend was regularly getting fucked by a black guy? On the other hand, she’d been fucking Andre long before they started dating, so things would quite literally be exactly as they had been. The only difference was that Jim would know his girlfriend was fucking someone else.</p><p>“I know this is hard, and I’m sorry I didn’t tell you earlier. It’s just, I don’t think there’s a good way to break this kind of news to someone.”</p><p>Jim couldn’t help but laugh. “No, I don’t think there is.”</p><p>Audrey moved her hands between Jim’s legs. She rubbed his thigh in a decidedly suggestive way. “I love you Jim. I’m in love you with in a way I haven’t been with anyone else. I want to be with you forever. I really do. The problem is, I need Andre, or someone like him, too. I need what he gives me just like I need what you give me. I know it’s crazy and I know it’s asking a lot of you, but I need you to be okay with that.”</p><p>Jim wondered if he could be okay with his girlfriend – and hopefully his future wife – always having another man in her life. Could his ego handle that? Could he be okay with knowing that she was finding sexual satisfaction with someone else’s cock inside her?</p><p>“I think I could make that work,” Jim said.</p><p>Audrey smiled and kissed him. She pushed Jim onto his back and hastily pulled off his pants. They made love again, and for the first time Jim had sex with his girlfriend while knowing she was actively in a sexual relationship with another man.</p><p><br></p><p>After that night, the subject of Audrey’s interracial sexual dalliances rarely came up. It was no longer her secret, but it wasn’t openly discussed. That was the way she wanted it.</p><p>To Audrey, being with Andre was an absolute necessity for her happiness, but she didn’t want it to be part of her relationship with Jim. It took him a few months to come around to the wisdom of her need to keep things separate, but in the end Jim couldn’t argue with the overwhelming happiness he experienced in his relationship with Audrey.</p><p>He could never quite forget that she was actively involved with another man, but it didn’t bother him either. She was always willing and typically eager to have sex with Jim and most of the time she climaxed when they were together.</p><p>Things changed a little when they moved in together, but only slightly. The most significant difference was that he almost always knew when she was seeing Andre.</p><p>A text would come in on her “secret” phone, which she now kept out in the open, and Audrey would drop what she was doing and put herself together. She’d do her hair and makeup, pick out something sexy to wear, and give Jim a quick kiss before leaving.</p><p>They never discussed what she was doing. She didn’t talk about it afterwards, and though they never set a rule, it was understood that they wouldn’t have sex right after she’d been with Andre.</p><p>It continued after they got married. It continued after they moved to Westchester. Audrey took a break during her pregnancy, but after getting the all clear from her doctor she went back to enjoying her black bull regularly.</p><p>Meeting her needs for big black cock rarely interrupted their life. Audrey always made sure their home was immaculate and that Jim’s needs were taken care of. She was always a gracious hostess on the occasions when he had to bring clients home for a little wining and dining. She never took any unnecessary risks, ensuring her secret would always remain between them and the small handful of bulls she was with over the past ten years.</p><p>Everything would have remained perfect, but Jim didn’t hold up his end of the bargain.</p><p>It began with a visit to xHamster. Jim wasn’t looking for anything in particular, but when he saw a video on the front page featuring a black guy fucking a married white woman, he couldn’t help but watch it.</p><p>For a few minutes Jim stared at the interracial doggystyle pounding that was happening on his computer screen. He thought of Audrey in the woman’s position. He thought of his beautiful wife getting fucked by her black bull. He got aroused and then closed the browser before it went too far.</p><p>Audrey had never expressly forbidden Jim from fantasizing about the sex she had with her bull, but Jim always thought it was a dangerous things. The more he fantasized about it, the harder it would be to keep the two halves of her sex life separate, and he was determined to keep them separate.</p><p>He thought there was danger in blending those two separate parts of their lives, and for years he felt no desire to do so. Then things changed.</p><p>At first, Jim would just watch short clips of amateur interracial sex. He’d feel a little bit aroused and then shut the browser. It was like a quick hit of a drug, but just like with drugs, he needed more.</p><p>Before long he was masturbating to the interracial porn. He would picture Audrey in place of the amateur wife in the video and he’s stroke his cock while watching her get fucked.</p><p>It was an infrequent thing at first. Once a month he’d give himself the pleasure of a quick masturbation session to an interracial sex video.</p><p>Then he tried it while Audrey was with her bull. He was alone in the house. There was a bottle of lube on the desk. His pants were around his ankles. He pulled up an interracial video with a particularly large cock fucking a beautiful redheaded woman.</p><p>The orgasm was intense beyond words. Jim couldn’t believe it. It was unlike anything he’d ever experienced.</p><p>It wasn’t always possible, but from that day forward Jim tried to masturbate to interracial porn when his wife was with her bull. He always watched videos with long-legged redheads and black guys with huge cocks and he always came so hard.</p><p>When it started to affect his sex life with Audrey, Jim knew he’d made a mistake. He just didn’t know how to correct it. She’d been clear about her desire to enjoy her black bull without having to involve Jim.</p><p>He’d been indulging in his lust for amateur interracial porn for more than a year and he’d been fantasizing specifically about his wife and her bull for the past four months.</p><p>Jim knew that telling her could start a massive fight and might have a genuinely negative impact on their marriage, but that was already happening to a certain extent.</p><p>Their sex life had started to wane, and Jim knew it was because of him. When they made love, all he could think about was Audrey and her bull fucking. He wanted to talk to her about it, to indulge in his fantasy with her. He couldn’t though, and that affected his ability to cum. He would get frustrated that he wasn’t able to express his desire and would have trouble finishing.</p><p>Jim could tell it was having an effect on Audrey. Each time he couldn’t cum she seemed genuinely upset. She’d ask him if she was doing something wrong, or if there was something extra she could be doing. She tried new lingerie. She tried using her hands and mouth more before they had sex.</p><p>Jim felt terrible. He knew what the problem was. He knew what the solution was. He knew that he’d unwittingly embraced and nurtured a cuckold fetish. He knew that talking to his wife about the pleasure she experienced with her bull’s big black cock inside her is what he needed to cum. He knew there was no way to solve the problem without bringing it up.</p><p>One night, after another disappointing round of lovemaking, Jim decided to rip off the band aid despite the potential consequences.</p><p>They were both on their backs in bed. Audrey looked exceptionally beautiful in a black lace nightie that she’d worn specifically to get Jim charged up and eager to make love to her.</p><p>He looked over and saw the disappointment and anxiety on her face. She wasn’t used to feeling like a failure. For so many years their life had been idyllic and Jim could tell Audrey was as stressed out by this run of sexual failure as she’d ever been about anything.</p><p>“This is my fault,” he confessed.</p><p>Audrey turned to him with a confused look on her face. “What do you mean?”</p><p>Jim sighed and turned to his wife. He felt a surprising wave of emotion wash over him. He dreaded being a disappointment to Audrey.</p><p>“I’ve been masturbating to interracial porn,” Jim said. “I’ve been watching amateur interracial videos and thinking about you. I know I wasn’t supposed to, I’m sorry.” He felt like he was on the verge of tears.</p><p>Audrey rolled onto her side and snuggled next to Jim. She kissed his neck and caressed his face. Her soft, soothing touch was enough to help calm him down.</p><p>“I never said you weren’t supposed to. I just didn’t think you were interested,” Audrey said.</p><p>Jim was surprised, but as he ran through his memory, he couldn’t come up with an instance in which Audrey had forbidden him from thinking about her interracial affairs. Suddenly, he felt foolish.</p><p>“Really?” he said, mostly to confirm his suspicions that he’d been an idiot.</p><p>Audrey straddled him. Her long red hair slowly fell over her shoulders and gently brushed against Jim’s bare chest. She leaned down and kissed him.</p><p>As Audrey’s tongue moved into his mouth, she moved her hips back and forth over his crotch.</p><p>“All I want is to make you happy, Jim,” Audrey said.</p><p>Jim’s cock was already stiff. Confessing his masturbatory habits had lifted a weight off of him and he was feeling rather amorous.</p><p>“Really?” he said again.</p><p>Audrey smiled and reached between their legs to free Jim’s cock from the boxer shorts he’d pulled on after their failed lovemaking session. She guided him into her still-wet pussy and sat down. Jim moaned as his cock filled her wetness.</p><p>“Yes, honey. I want you to be happy, and if that means thinking about me having sex with my bull, that’s okay.”</p><p>A blissful smile crossed Jim’s face as Audrey rode him with her slippery pussy.</p><p>“So tell me, what kind of porn do you like to watch while you’re fantasizing about me?” Audrey asked with a lascivious smile.</p><p>Jim couldn’t tell for sure, but it seemed like she was thrilled with his confession. The look on her face was bordering on joy. Perhaps she liked being the subject of his fantasies.</p><p>“Redheads. It’s always redhead. I love seeing a beautiful, leggy redhead with pale skin fucking a black guy. It’s so fucking hot,” Jim said before he groaned at the intense pleasure of his wife’s wet pussy around his cock.</p><p>“And do you think about me when you watch those videos?” Audrey asked. “Do you imagine it’s me getting fucked by a big black cock?”</p><p>The lust in her voice was incredible. Jim could feel an orgasm coming on.</p><p>“Yes,” he answered.</p><p>“Yeah? Fantasizing about my bull’s big black cock in my pussy turns you on, baby?”</p><p>Audrey’s pussy bounced hard and fast on Jim’s cock. Her breasts looked perfect in the black lace lingerie. The look in her eyes was one of unbridled lust. He couldn’t get enough.</p><p>“I love his big black cock, baby. I fantasize about it too. I’m thinking about it right now, in fact. I’m thinking about the last time he was inside me, about how good he stretched me out that night.”</p><p>Suddenly, her moans were different. They were a little deeper and lustier. Audrey closed her eyes.</p><p>“Fuck me, Malik. Fuck me! Give me your big black cock. Make me cum. Fuck my married pussy,” Audrey cried out.</p><p>Jim wasn’t going to last. Audrey had been with Malik, her newest bull, just a few days ago. He thought back to how he’d masturbated that night. Now she was helping him relive it.</p><p>“Did he make you cum, baby?” Jim asked. “Did his big black cock make you cum so hard?”</p><p>Audrey opened her eyes and looked at him as she bounced faster on his cock. She was milking him with her pussy. “Yes, Jim. He made me cum hard.” She studied his face for a moment and then smiled. “His big black cock me cum so much harder than your white dick ever has.”</p><p>Jim groaned and climaxed inside her. “Oh fuck!” he cried out as his cum sprayed into his wife’s wet pussy.</p><p>Audrey stayed on top and gently moved back and forth over Jim’s still-stiff cock. His cum slowly leaked out of her, making a mess.</p><p>“Thank you,” Jim said.</p><p>Audrey leaned down and kissed him before resting her head on his chest. He ran his fingers through her red hair and felt a renewed sense of warmth and love for his wife.</p><p>“I wish you’d told me sooner,” Audrey said. “But now that I know, we’re going to have fun, I promise. You have no idea how much fun, in fact.”</p><p>“I love you,” Jim said. She had no idea just how much he loved her.</p><p>Audrey picked her head up and smiled at him. “You deserve the satisfaction you crave, Jim. Just like I do. It’s okay if that’s changed a little over the years.” She pressed her soft lips against his and kissed him lightly. “Like I said, we’re going to have fun, I promise.”</p><p>Knowing his wife like he did, Jim had no doubt she was going to go above and beyond to make up for lost time and ensure they both got to experience the thrills they desired. He couldn’t wait.</p>